I soon heard a steady knock on my door, which brought me out from my thoughts. I immediately composed myself as i went to open my door and when i opened it, there stood Samuel with a smile on his gentle face, and he peered into the dark room.
βAre you still sleeping? Itβs almost 7:45pmβ he asked me while i forced a smile.
βActually i wasnβt even sleeping ooβ i replied as i yawned, switched on my bulb and allowed him in. He entered, looked around for a while before staring at me again. I tried to hide my face by looking down, but his sharp eyes noticed my dull face and red eyes. Seriously guys can be very sharp when it comes to reading a girlβs face, especially a girl they are interested in.
βWhatβs wrong? What happened?β he asked seriously and with care, while i sat on my bed and looked away, he was soon beside me and he held my hands tenderly.
βPlease what is it, maybe i could be of help?β he asked, while i forced a smile.
βDonβt worry itβs nothingβ i replied, but he just shook his head.
βI donβt believe you, moreover nobody cries over nothingβ he insisted.
βSamuel itβs nothing serious, i just remembered someone i used to care forβ i explained and he smiled.
βOk, I now understand, so where is he?β he asked but i just gave him a blank look.
βWhy do you want to know?β i asked back as i rolled my eyes, which made him to smile and shrug. But then my retort didnβt put him off, instead he drew closer to me and looked into my eyes.
βSweetheart a problem shared is a problem solved, moreover sharing your story with a friend sometimes helps to reduce tension and bad feelings, and i equally promise to share my own story with you when you are done with yoursβ he said to me fearlessly, while i looked at him silently as i battled within my mind whether to share my secret with him or not. I thought to myself that no matter my feelings for him, he still is a boy and might use it against me in future, but the way he stared at me really showed he cared and the sparkle in his eyes were very real and filled with love. My eyes melted again and i burst into tears while he held me in his arms and consoled me.
βItβs okay babyβ he said with his gentle voice, and truthfully I didnβt know how i felt that moment cos it has been a long time a guy held me in that manner.
His arms were comforting and i really felt like sleeping in them when he held me, but then i equally didnβt want to appear vulnerable or weak to him and so i managed to control and keep myself in check by drying my eyes.
βItβs okay everything happens for a purpose, what are you going to eat tonight?β he asked, while i said nothing.
βI have soup, i can make garri for youβ he said, which made me to laugh.
βThanks Sam, you are a nice guy but donβt worry, i will drink tea with my biscuitβ i replied, while he shrugged in resignation.
βDonβt worry once iβm done with my night bath i will come and spend an hour with youβ i had said to him, when i finally composed myself and stopped my tears that evening. He stared at me as if he was reading my mind through my eyes.
βDo you promise? Cos i canβt wait to hear your story?β he asked, while i smiled and nodded.
βYea i promiseβ i replied, before he stood up and left in order to give me space to take my bath.
As you all know, we girls do like to keep our secrets to ourselves but then Samuel really appeared very special to me, because he had few friends and didnβt socialize much. This made me to trust him and seriously the feelings i had for him was equally so much that i was even ashamed of myself sometimes. Yet, I couldnβt help it and at precisely 8:55pm that fateful evening i saw myself in his room where we stared at each other as if we were searching for something in our eyes.
After taking my night bath that evening, i took my biscuit and a cup of tea to his room because i promised to come and stay with him for a while in order to tell him my story.
βSo dear, iβm all earsβ he said to me with a smile, while i drank my tea and smiled back as i prepared to share my story with him.
And there i sat in his room about to reveal my intimate secrets to a male who really was nothing but a stranger to me, if not that i had feelings for him, and with a smile on my face i opened my mouth to do what i never knew i would ever do in my life.
Hmmmmm, love really works wonders.
I told him the first few chapters of my love life with Emmanuel, which was focused mainly on how we started and how he took away my virginity, which equally turned him into an addict, and truthfully i really knew not what pushed me into revealing some part of my intimate life to him, even though i kept the main part to myself, while he listened attentively with his eyes focused on me.
βSo how did it all end?β he seriously asked, while i breathed deeply because i stopped my story at the scene where Emmanuel slapped me. A smile equally displayed on my face as i noticed the excitement with which he asked the last question.https://googleads.g.doubleclick.net/pagead/ads?client=ca-pub-6181959399492699&output=html&h=300&slotname=2430043962&adk=3885644703&adf=4184747468&w=360&ebfa=1&lmt=1590939315&rafmt=1&psa=1&guci=2.2.0.0.2.2.0.0&format=360×300&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.gospelbreed.com%2F2016%2F01%2Fstory-common-mistakes-ladies-make-in-a-relationship-episode-6%2F&flash=0&fwr=1&rpe=1&resp_fmts=3&sfro=1&wgl=1&adsid=ChAI8KvN9gUQr9zlq7DBzdZHEkwA5KenqnLaWoeB-uE_IoYc4jyx8n_u5_I4GyZFxhTLAdb-oWEWHc62JOOQSaqv3kNaCGSbYkFGP4E5JzHcVDqC9_4kOxDe6Ybv_TV7&dt=1590939308705&bpp=60&bdt=1071&idt=3833&shv=r20200526&cbv=r20190131&ptt=9&saldr=aa&abxe=1&cookie=ID%3D2b2b98b598166595%3AT%3D1583215786%3AS%3DALNI_Mag_IEtP4dmC3grAo7Z7fol2brhSA&crv=1&prev_fmts=0x0%2C360x90_as%2C360x788&prev_slotnames=3619009969&nras=3&correlator=5479790981519&frm=20&pv=1&ga_vid=1986428501.1583215776&ga_sid=1590939311&ga_hid=927892793&ga_fc=0&iag=0&icsg=2287813113031336&dssz=44&mdo=0&mso=0&u_tz=60&u_his=1&u_java=0&u_h=750&u_w=360&u_ah=750&u_aw=360&u_cd=24&u_nplug=0&u_nmime=0&adx=0&ady=4327&biw=360&bih=610&scr_x=0&scr_y=592&eid=21066085%2C21066142&oid=3&psts=AGkb-H_a9fBSXq-AGo89qAtr0acyBv39QTlsLKD98YhkiCz1wQ-afXnkCxHyYPW40ifaxDx9b0QUscbR%2CAGkb-H_a9fBSXq-AGo89qAtr0acyBv39QTlsLKD98YhkiCz1wQ-afXnkCxHyYPW40ifaxDx9b0QUscbR%2CAGkb-H_a9fBSXq-AGo89qAtr0acyBv39QTlsLKD98YhkiCz1wQ-afXnkCxHyYPW40ifaxDx9b0QUscbR%2CAGkb-H_a9fBSXq-AGo89qAtr0acyBv39QTlsLKD98YhkiCz1wQ-afXnkCxHyYPW40ifaxDx9b0QUscbR&pvsid=714461174697582&pem=162&ref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.gospelbreed.com%2F2016%2F01%2Fstory-common-mistakes-ladies-make-in-a-relationship-episode-5%2F&rx=0&eae=0&fc=1924&brdim=0%2C0%2C0%2C0%2C360%2C0%2C360%2C610%2C360%2C610&vis=1&rsz=%7C%7CeEbr%7C&abl=CS&pfx=0&fu=8336&bc=23&jar=2020-05-31-09&ifi=2&uci=a!2&btvi=4&fsb=1&xpc=SJbOOtCw7M&p=http%3A//www.gospelbreed.com&dtd=6997
βI will say our affair officially ended on his graduation dayβ i replied, as the memory of that particular day rushed into my head, while Samuel nodded his head for me to continue.
Then i continued
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Emmanuelβs graduation day really was a day i will never forget in a hurry and that night was equally spectacular, as we made love all through in celebration of good things to come, without knowing that I was celebrating the end of our relationship.
That particular day equally was a very great and special day for Emmanuel, and his happiness knew no bounds.
After settling the hostel neighbours by giving them a carton of malt and beer to share, he dragged me out from the hostel happily.
βDearie itβs you and i today, lets go catch some funβ he whispered into my ear, while i giggled happily. (foolish me).
He took me to a small fast food joint at the other end of the town, where he spoiled me with chicken pepper soup and ice cream, together with sweet romantic words which followed it.
It really was one of the best romantic moments i ever had with him and i equally was the happiest girl on earth that fateful day. When we got back to his room around 8pm in the evening, he held me tenderly.
βBaby thanks a lot for being by my side all through my struggle as a studentβ he whispered, while my eyes melted. Oh I was so much in love with him as i prepared myself to give him my body once again.
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βDear please continueβ i heard Benjamin say to me, while i stared back at him with a smile on my face.
βSometimes a little girl needs to keep some stories to herselfβ i said and winked at him, while he shifted unhappily where he sat.
βIt isnβt fair ooβ he protested, which made me to smile further.
βIβm very sorry but i canβt continueβ i apologised, as i reached for his hand which i held softly.
Truthfully, i couldnβt really bring myself to share the rest of my story with him, because a girl really needs to keep some secrets to herself.
βI think itβs time to get goingβ i said to Samuel who just looked at me unhappily.
βYou are not keeping your promise, itβs not what we agreedβ he continued to protest while i stood up.
βDonβt worry in due time you will know everythingβ i said to him, while he shrugged.
βI donβt have a choice nah, so let me just wait hopefullyβ he said to me, while i laughed, carried my tea cup and left for my room.
I rinsed my tea cup when i got to my room before lying down to sleep, but still sleep eluded me once again, as the memory of my last moments with Emmanuel flashed back into my head.
His goodbye really was the most sincere words he ever spoke to me and equally the saddest words i ever heard, but then i misinterpreted his goodbye thinking that it was just a normal parting words of a travelling boyfriend, without knowing that it was a final goodbye from a guy abandoning his girlfriend and walking out from a relationship which she jealously guided with her whole heart.
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After his final exams, he had only stayed for two weeks before packing up some of his properties, even though his rent was not yet due. My heart really skipped countless times as i helped him pack his things, which i did out of loyalty and not because i wanted him to leave.
βWhy are you leaving so soon, how about your clearance?β i had asked, while he just smiled as he held me.
βDonβt worry dear, they have all been taken care of and iβm just leaving because i donβt want to waste any time in preparing the road for our futureβ he replied sweetly, while i stared at him with a fast beating heart which was filled with love.
βIβm very scaredβ i said to him, while he smiled before kissing me passionately.
βYou have nothing to fear princess, i can never forget your beauty nor the love we share together, just trust me, infact i should really be the one to be scared, because you are too beautiful to be left aloneβ i heard him say, while i blushed, because his sweet words were really too much for my inexperienced little brain-washed head, and his lips rested on mine again.
He had control over me again at that point, that i was just a toy in his hands and even when we quarreled i forgave him easily even when i swore not to.
As we made love once again, i really didnβt know that it was a goodbye gift from him, all i did was just to enjoy every bit of it without knowing that i was being dumped.
-To be Continued-
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