SISTER ADESEWA’S TALE – PART 12

SISTER ADESEWA’S TALE – PART 12

If you missed episode 11, visit https://regenrelationship.wordpress.com/2016/01/09/sister-adesewas-tale-part-11/

I sent a message to Bode immediately Mrs Williams left my
room,informing him about d pregnancy.
I expected his reply throughout d night,but he didn’t.
The next day was Sunday.I didn’t feel like going to church. I
was too ashamed to see anybody’s face,though no one knew
about it yet, besides The Williams. I imagined what would
happen when the news went viral among church members that I
was carrying Bode’s baby….having denied that I was in a
relationship with him earlier..

Oh my God! How did i find
myself in this mess?.
Then i thought of my dad.
Eeeeh!.My dad!!.
He trusted me so much.
I was his pride,his angel,d apple of his eyes.
How would he take it?.
I have disappointed him.
And my two elder sisters.
None of them had a child before marriage,even Sis Tiwa
was still trusting God for d fruit of d womb then,its only Sis
Temi that had a baby girl,expecting d second one.
Oh!..I’ve disappointed many people.
And Bode’s mum?.Wouldn’t she think i lured her son to
sleep with me?.Wont she see me as a cheap girl?.
As i thought of these things,tears was flowing freely from
my eyes.
Mrs Williams came to tell me to get dressed for service.
I told her i wasn’t feeling like going to church.
She said “okay,its fine. Just make sure u seek d face of
God for forgiveness,mercy n d way out.”
I said thank u ma.
They left.
I switched off my phone.
Then i started thinking again and again,weeping and
asking God for forgiveness.
I also prayed for His mercy and way out,as Mrs Williams
told me.
After d prayer,i put on my phone,and almost
immediately,Bode’s message came in.
I read d message which went like this..”I was devastated by
ur message. I think d only solution is abortion. I thought
about it through out d night n that i think is d only way out. I’m
very sorry for any inconvenience this might have caused u.”
I threw d phone on d bed.
I said to myself “how i wish it was that easy.”
As a matter of fact,maybe i would have agreed with him, if this woman was not involved,but now,i just have to bear d
consequences: The shame,reproach,rejection and anything
that comes from it.
I threw myself on d bed,covered my mouth with a pillow n
screamed into it.
JESUS!.JESUS!!..Pls have mercy on me….ds is too much for
me.
While doing this, i heard d Pastor’s car moving into d
compound. I quickly got up,wiped my face n pretended to
be fine.
Soon Pastor Mrs was in d room.
“How was your day my dear”.
“I was praying ma”.
“And weeping at d same time”. She said, smiling.
I didn’t answer.
I showed her Bode’s message.
She read it n said “i knew it. I knew dt would be his
option.”
Then she sat beside me on d bed,hugged me n said “Listen
my darling,there’s nothing new under heaven. Many people
have gone through this route before,and many will still go through it.
I’m sure if not for divine intervention,u could have
considered abortion as Bode suggested. But sometimes we
offend God while trying not to offend man. Don’t use sin to
cover sin. God is d Ultimate. Once He has forgiven u,it
doesn’t matter if anybody doesn’t.
Now,i will tell u d story of my own life.”
What did she say……?
continues in episode (13).

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