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I still vividly remember that fateful night as
if it was yesterday. The day i thought i was
doing the right thing for the guy i loved and
adoredβ¦.
That fateful day was February 14th of my
first year in the university, and i was a
simple naive virgin who knew not that a guy could go any length just to take a
womanβs most cherished treasureβ¦β¦.
Emmanuel and i had dated for 1 Year and 3
Months prior to that particular day, and
even though i felt strongly for him, i never
allowed him to go beyond kissing me, and
he never bothered to go further, because
according to him, he valued me more than
satisfying his urge, which i really fell for,
coupled with his humble nature and
behaviour, without knowing that i was
digging my own pitβ¦β¦..
if it was yesterday. The day i thought i was
doing the right thing for the guy i loved and
adoredβ¦.
That fateful day was February 14th of my
first year in the university, and i was a
simple naive virgin who knew not that a guy could go any length just to take a
womanβs most cherished treasureβ¦β¦.
Emmanuel and i had dated for 1 Year and 3
Months prior to that particular day, and
even though i felt strongly for him, i never
allowed him to go beyond kissing me, and
he never bothered to go further, because
according to him, he valued me more than
satisfying his urge, which i really fell for,
coupled with his humble nature and
behaviour, without knowing that i was
digging my own pitβ¦β¦..
On that fateful valentines day, he took me
shopping, where he bought few clothes
which he could afford for me, before
treating me to a delicious meal in βSweet
Sensationβ, which was one of the best fast
food available in our vicinity that yearβ¦. We
really spent much time there, eating, joking
and taking pictures. I must confess he
really spent a lot on me that fateful day,
which really swept me off my feet and i
equally decided to surprise him with a gift
of my virginity cos i thought he deserved
it⦠(how foolish i was)
When we got back to his hostel later in the
evening, i kissed him gratefully while he
held me tenderly.
βHope you are happy?β he asked.
βYea baby, Iβm so so happyβ i replied him.
Emmanuel really is a very tall and heavily
built guy who was in his final yearβ¦β¦.
He carried me up, kissed me again for a
while, before gently laying me on his bed,
and we stared at each other, while my eyes
melted as his heavy gaze went all through
my body which sent shivers down my
spineβ¦β¦
shopping, where he bought few clothes
which he could afford for me, before
treating me to a delicious meal in βSweet
Sensationβ, which was one of the best fast
food available in our vicinity that yearβ¦. We
really spent much time there, eating, joking
and taking pictures. I must confess he
really spent a lot on me that fateful day,
which really swept me off my feet and i
equally decided to surprise him with a gift
of my virginity cos i thought he deserved
it⦠(how foolish i was)
When we got back to his hostel later in the
evening, i kissed him gratefully while he
held me tenderly.
βHope you are happy?β he asked.
βYea baby, Iβm so so happyβ i replied him.
Emmanuel really is a very tall and heavily
built guy who was in his final yearβ¦β¦.
He carried me up, kissed me again for a
while, before gently laying me on his bed,
and we stared at each other, while my eyes
melted as his heavy gaze went all through
my body which sent shivers down my
spineβ¦β¦
βIβm all yours tonight, but please be gentleβ
i said to him, while he gave me a weird
look.
βHope you are sure about this?β he asked
with an innocent look on his face.
βYea as long as you promise to keep your
word that you will never abandon meβ i
replied, while he smiled deeply,
βI swear with my life baby, i will never leave
you as long as iβm aliveβ he swore.
βThen iβm all yours sweet heartβ i said with
a wink, while he smiled, and that was how
he had his way with me.
βPlease stop itβs okayβ i finally pleaded as i
strongly held him, while he gazed into my
eyes and jerked as if something had pushed
him from behind, before lying on top of me.
I closed my eyes as i breathed deeply and
gently pushed him away.
βIβm so sorry for hurting youβ he apologised
as he felt my face with his palms, while i
unsuccessfully tried to fight back tears
which finally dripped out of my eyes. Why
was i crying? I knew not, because i gave
him my body willingly and not under
duress, but i guess the guilt and feeling of
losing my most cherished treasure which i
had swore to keep for my future husband
made my cryβ¦β¦.
βββββββ
i said to him, while he gave me a weird
look.
βHope you are sure about this?β he asked
with an innocent look on his face.
βYea as long as you promise to keep your
word that you will never abandon meβ i
replied, while he smiled deeply,
βI swear with my life baby, i will never leave
you as long as iβm aliveβ he swore.
βThen iβm all yours sweet heartβ i said with
a wink, while he smiled, and that was how
he had his way with me.
βPlease stop itβs okayβ i finally pleaded as i
strongly held him, while he gazed into my
eyes and jerked as if something had pushed
him from behind, before lying on top of me.
I closed my eyes as i breathed deeply and
gently pushed him away.
βIβm so sorry for hurting youβ he apologised
as he felt my face with his palms, while i
unsuccessfully tried to fight back tears
which finally dripped out of my eyes. Why
was i crying? I knew not, because i gave
him my body willingly and not under
duress, but i guess the guilt and feeling of
losing my most cherished treasure which i
had swore to keep for my future husband
made my cryβ¦β¦.
βββββββ
Emmanuel was very caring and comforting
as he tried to appease me that night. He
boiled hot water for me, made tea for me
and even held me all through the night.
Truthfully he really was very romantic,
which equally increased the love i had for
him.
Oh! he simply was an angel that night and i
was deceived into believing it was all real,
hmmmm who knew how he must have
laughed in his mind that night!
As the whole event played back in my head,
i clutched my teddy bear and cried. Even
though i had gotten over our break up, i
still havenβt gotten over the feeling of
losing my virginity to him. How could i
have known that it was just a game to him,
cos he really captured my heart, stole my
body and swept me off my feet with his
charmsβ¦..
βDear lord iβm now in love again please
guide meβ i prayed even though in my mind
i knew my prayer lacked merit.
as he tried to appease me that night. He
boiled hot water for me, made tea for me
and even held me all through the night.
Truthfully he really was very romantic,
which equally increased the love i had for
him.
Oh! he simply was an angel that night and i
was deceived into believing it was all real,
hmmmm who knew how he must have
laughed in his mind that night!
As the whole event played back in my head,
i clutched my teddy bear and cried. Even
though i had gotten over our break up, i
still havenβt gotten over the feeling of
losing my virginity to him. How could i
have known that it was just a game to him,
cos he really captured my heart, stole my
body and swept me off my feet with his
charmsβ¦..
βDear lord iβm now in love again please
guide meβ i prayed even though in my mind
i knew my prayer lacked merit.
