MISSED PART 5, READ HERE
I soon heard a steady knock on my door,
which brought me out from my thoughts. I
immediately composed myself as i went to
open my door and when i opened it, there
stood Samuel with a smile on his gentle
face, and he peered into the dark room.
“Are you still sleeping? It’s almost 7:45pm”
he asked me while i forced a smile.
“Actually i wasn’t even sleeping oo” i
replied as i yawned, switched on my bulb
and allowed him in. He entered, looked
around for a while before staring at me
again. I tried to hide my face by looking
down, but his sharp eyes noticed my dull
face and red eyes. Seriously guys can be
very sharp when it comes to reading a girl’s
face, especially a girl they are interested in.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” he asked
seriously and with care, while i sat on my
bed and looked away, he was soon beside
me and he held my hands tenderly.
“Please what is it, maybe i could be of
help?” he asked, while i forced a smile.
“Don’t worry it’s nothing” i replied, but he
just shook his head.
“I don’t believe you, moreover nobody cries
over nothing” he insisted.
“Samuel it’s nothing serious, i just
remembered someone i used to care for” i
explained and he smiled.
“Ok, I now understand, so where is he?” he
asked but i just gave him a blank look.
“Why do you want to know?” i asked back
as i rolled my eyes, which made him to
smile and shrug. But then my retort didn’t
put him off, instead he drew closer to me
and looked into my eyes.
“Sweetheart a problem shared is a problem
solved, moreover sharing your story with a
friend sometimes helps to reduce tension
and bad feelings, and i equally promise to
share my own story with you when you are
done with yours” he said to me fearlessly,
while i looked at him silently as i battled
within my mind whether to share my secret
with him or not. I thought to myself that no
matter my feelings for him, he still is a boy
and might use it against me in future, but
the way he stared at me really showed he
cared and the sparkle in his eyes were very
real and filled with love. My eyes melted
again and i burst into tears while he held
me in his arms and consoled me.
“It’s okay baby” he said with his gentle
voice, and truthfully I didn’t know how i felt
that moment cos it has been a long time a
guy held me in that manner.
His arms were comforting and i really felt
like sleeping in them when he held me, but
then i equally didn’t want to
appear vulnerable or weak to him and so i
managed to control and keep myself in
check by drying my eyes.
“It’s okay everything happens for a purpose,
what are you going to eat tonight?” he
asked, while i said nothing.
“I have soup, i can make garri for you” he
said, which made me to laugh.
“Thanks Sam, you are a nice guy but don’t
worry, i will drink tea with my biscuit” i
replied, while he shrugged in resignation.
“Don’t worry once i’m done with my night
bath i will come and spend an hour with
you” i had said to him, when i finally
composed myself and stopped my tears
that evening. He stared at me as if he was
reading my mind through my eyes.
“Do you promise? Cos i can’t wait to hear
your story?” he asked, while i smiled and
nodded.
“Yea i promise” i replied, before he stood up
and left in order to give me space to take
my bath.
As you all know, we girls do like to keep our
secrets to ourselves but then Samuel really
appeared very special to me, because he
had few friends and didn’t socialize much.
This made me to trust him and seriously
the feelings i had for him was equally so
much that i was even ashamed of myself
sometimes. Yet, I couldn’t help it and at
precisely 8:55pm that fateful evening i saw
myself in his room where we stared at each
other as if we were searching for something
in our eyes.
which brought me out from my thoughts. I
immediately composed myself as i went to
open my door and when i opened it, there
stood Samuel with a smile on his gentle
face, and he peered into the dark room.
“Are you still sleeping? It’s almost 7:45pm”
he asked me while i forced a smile.
“Actually i wasn’t even sleeping oo” i
replied as i yawned, switched on my bulb
and allowed him in. He entered, looked
around for a while before staring at me
again. I tried to hide my face by looking
down, but his sharp eyes noticed my dull
face and red eyes. Seriously guys can be
very sharp when it comes to reading a girl’s
face, especially a girl they are interested in.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” he asked
seriously and with care, while i sat on my
bed and looked away, he was soon beside
me and he held my hands tenderly.
“Please what is it, maybe i could be of
help?” he asked, while i forced a smile.
“Don’t worry it’s nothing” i replied, but he
just shook his head.
“I don’t believe you, moreover nobody cries
over nothing” he insisted.
“Samuel it’s nothing serious, i just
remembered someone i used to care for” i
explained and he smiled.
“Ok, I now understand, so where is he?” he
asked but i just gave him a blank look.
“Why do you want to know?” i asked back
as i rolled my eyes, which made him to
smile and shrug. But then my retort didn’t
put him off, instead he drew closer to me
and looked into my eyes.
“Sweetheart a problem shared is a problem
solved, moreover sharing your story with a
friend sometimes helps to reduce tension
and bad feelings, and i equally promise to
share my own story with you when you are
done with yours” he said to me fearlessly,
while i looked at him silently as i battled
within my mind whether to share my secret
with him or not. I thought to myself that no
matter my feelings for him, he still is a boy
and might use it against me in future, but
the way he stared at me really showed he
cared and the sparkle in his eyes were very
real and filled with love. My eyes melted
again and i burst into tears while he held
me in his arms and consoled me.
“It’s okay baby” he said with his gentle
voice, and truthfully I didn’t know how i felt
that moment cos it has been a long time a
guy held me in that manner.
His arms were comforting and i really felt
like sleeping in them when he held me, but
then i equally didn’t want to
appear vulnerable or weak to him and so i
managed to control and keep myself in
check by drying my eyes.
“It’s okay everything happens for a purpose,
what are you going to eat tonight?” he
asked, while i said nothing.
“I have soup, i can make garri for you” he
said, which made me to laugh.
“Thanks Sam, you are a nice guy but don’t
worry, i will drink tea with my biscuit” i
replied, while he shrugged in resignation.
“Don’t worry once i’m done with my night
bath i will come and spend an hour with
you” i had said to him, when i finally
composed myself and stopped my tears
that evening. He stared at me as if he was
reading my mind through my eyes.
“Do you promise? Cos i can’t wait to hear
your story?” he asked, while i smiled and
nodded.
“Yea i promise” i replied, before he stood up
and left in order to give me space to take
my bath.
As you all know, we girls do like to keep our
secrets to ourselves but then Samuel really
appeared very special to me, because he
had few friends and didn’t socialize much.
This made me to trust him and seriously
the feelings i had for him was equally so
much that i was even ashamed of myself
sometimes. Yet, I couldn’t help it and at
precisely 8:55pm that fateful evening i saw
myself in his room where we stared at each
other as if we were searching for something
in our eyes.
After taking my night bath that evening, i
took my biscuit and a cup of tea to his
room because i promised to come and stay
with him for a while in order to tell him my
story.
“So dear, i’m all ears” he said to me with a
smile, while i drank my tea and smiled back
as i prepared to share my story with him.
And there i sat in his room about to reveal
my intimate secrets to a male who really
was nothing but a stranger to me, if not
that i had feelings for him, and with a smile
on my face i opened my mouth to do what i
never knew i would ever do in my life.
Hmmmmm, love really works wonders.
I told him the first few chapters of my love
life with Emmanuel, which was focused
mainly on how we started and how he took
away my virginity, which equally turned him
into an addict, and truthfully i really knew
not what pushed me into revealing some
part of my intimate life to him, even though
i kept the main part to myself, while he
listened attentively with his eyes focused on
me.
“So how did it all end?” he seriously asked,
while i breathed deeply because i stopped
my story at the scene where
Emmanuel slapped me. A smile equally
displayed on my face as i noticed the
excitement with which he asked the last
question.
“I will say our affair officially ended on his
graduation day” i replied, as the memory of
that particular day rushed into my head,
while Samuel nodded his head for me to
continue.
Then i continued
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took my biscuit and a cup of tea to his
room because i promised to come and stay
with him for a while in order to tell him my
story.
“So dear, i’m all ears” he said to me with a
smile, while i drank my tea and smiled back
as i prepared to share my story with him.
And there i sat in his room about to reveal
my intimate secrets to a male who really
was nothing but a stranger to me, if not
that i had feelings for him, and with a smile
on my face i opened my mouth to do what i
never knew i would ever do in my life.
Hmmmmm, love really works wonders.
I told him the first few chapters of my love
life with Emmanuel, which was focused
mainly on how we started and how he took
away my virginity, which equally turned him
into an addict, and truthfully i really knew
not what pushed me into revealing some
part of my intimate life to him, even though
i kept the main part to myself, while he
listened attentively with his eyes focused on
me.
“So how did it all end?” he seriously asked,
while i breathed deeply because i stopped
my story at the scene where
Emmanuel slapped me. A smile equally
displayed on my face as i noticed the
excitement with which he asked the last
question.
“I will say our affair officially ended on his
graduation day” i replied, as the memory of
that particular day rushed into my head,
while Samuel nodded his head for me to
continue.
Then i continued
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Emmanuel’s graduation day really was a
day i will never forget in a hurry and that
night was equally spectacular, as we made
love all through in celebration of good
things to come, without knowing that I was
celebrating the end of our relationship.
That particular day equally was a very great
and special day for Emmanuel, and his
happiness knew no bounds.
After settling the hostel neighbours by
giving them a carton of malt and beer to
share, he dragged me out from the hostel
happily.
“Dearie it’s you and i today, lets go catch
some fun” he whispered into my ear, while i
giggled happily. (foolish me).
He took me to a small fast food joint at the
other end of the town, where he spoiled me
with chicken pepper soup and ice cream,
together with sweet romantic words which
followed it.
It really was one of the best romantic
moments i ever had with him and i equally
was the happiest girl on earth that fateful
day. When we got back to his room around
8pm in the evening, he held me tenderly.
“Baby thanks a lot for being by my side all
through my struggle as a student” he
whispered, while my eyes melted. Oh I was
so much in love with him as i prepared
myself to give him my body once again.
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day i will never forget in a hurry and that
night was equally spectacular, as we made
love all through in celebration of good
things to come, without knowing that I was
celebrating the end of our relationship.
That particular day equally was a very great
and special day for Emmanuel, and his
happiness knew no bounds.
After settling the hostel neighbours by
giving them a carton of malt and beer to
share, he dragged me out from the hostel
happily.
“Dearie it’s you and i today, lets go catch
some fun” he whispered into my ear, while i
giggled happily. (foolish me).
He took me to a small fast food joint at the
other end of the town, where he spoiled me
with chicken pepper soup and ice cream,
together with sweet romantic words which
followed it.
It really was one of the best romantic
moments i ever had with him and i equally
was the happiest girl on earth that fateful
day. When we got back to his room around
8pm in the evening, he held me tenderly.
“Baby thanks a lot for being by my side all
through my struggle as a student” he
whispered, while my eyes melted. Oh I was
so much in love with him as i prepared
myself to give him my body once again.
******************
“Dear please continue” i heard Benjamin say
to me, while i stared back at him with a
smile on my face.
“Sometimes a little girl needs to keep some
stories to herself” i said and winked at him,
while he shifted unhappily where he sat.
“It isn’t fair oo” he protested, which made
me to smile further.
“I’m very sorry but i can’t continue” i
apologised, as i reached for his hand which
i held softly.
Truthfully, i couldn’t really bring myself to
share the rest of my story with him,
because a girl really needs to keep some
secrets to herself.
“I think it’s time to get going” i said to
Samuel who just looked at me unhappily.
“You are not keeping your promise, it’s not
what we agreed” he continued to protest
while i stood up.
“Don’t worry in due time you will know
everything” i said to him, while he shrugged.
“I don’t have a choice nah, so let me just
wait hopefully” he said to me, while i
laughed, carried my tea cup and left for my
room.
I rinsed my tea cup when i got to my room
before lying down to sleep, but still sleep
eluded me once again, as the memory of
my last moments with Emmanuel flashed
back into my head.
His goodbye really was the most sincere
words he ever spoke to me and equally the
saddest words i ever heard, but then i
misinterpreted his goodbye thinking that it
was just a normal parting words of a
travelling boyfriend, without knowing that it
was a final goodbye from a guy
abandoning his girlfriend and walking out
from a relationship which she jealously
guided with her whole heart.
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to me, while i stared back at him with a
smile on my face.
“Sometimes a little girl needs to keep some
stories to herself” i said and winked at him,
while he shifted unhappily where he sat.
“It isn’t fair oo” he protested, which made
me to smile further.
“I’m very sorry but i can’t continue” i
apologised, as i reached for his hand which
i held softly.
Truthfully, i couldn’t really bring myself to
share the rest of my story with him,
because a girl really needs to keep some
secrets to herself.
“I think it’s time to get going” i said to
Samuel who just looked at me unhappily.
“You are not keeping your promise, it’s not
what we agreed” he continued to protest
while i stood up.
“Don’t worry in due time you will know
everything” i said to him, while he shrugged.
“I don’t have a choice nah, so let me just
wait hopefully” he said to me, while i
laughed, carried my tea cup and left for my
room.
I rinsed my tea cup when i got to my room
before lying down to sleep, but still sleep
eluded me once again, as the memory of
my last moments with Emmanuel flashed
back into my head.
His goodbye really was the most sincere
words he ever spoke to me and equally the
saddest words i ever heard, but then i
misinterpreted his goodbye thinking that it
was just a normal parting words of a
travelling boyfriend, without knowing that it
was a final goodbye from a guy
abandoning his girlfriend and walking out
from a relationship which she jealously
guided with her whole heart.
********************
After his final exams, he had only stayed
for two weeks before packing up some of
his properties, even though his rent was not
yet due. My heart really skipped countless
times as i helped him pack his things,
which i did out of loyalty and not because i
wanted him to leave.
“Why are you leaving so soon, how about
your clearance?” i had asked, while he just
smiled as he held me.
“Don’t worry dear, they have all been taken
care of and i’m just leaving because i don’t
want to waste any time in preparing the
road for our future” he replied sweetly,
while i stared at him with a fast beating
heart which was filled with love.
“I’m very scared” i said to him, while he
smiled before kissing me passionately.
“You have nothing to fear princess, i can
never forget your beauty nor the love we
share together, just trust me, infact i should
really be the one to be scared, because you
are too beautiful to be left alone” i heard
him say, while i blushed, because his sweet
words were really too much for my
inexperienced little brain-washed head, and
his lips rested on mine again.
He had control over me again at that point,
that i was just a toy in his hands and even
when we quarreled i forgave him easily
even when i swore not to.
As we made love once again, i really didn’t
know that it was a goodbye gift from him,
all i did was just to enjoy every bit of it
without knowing that i was being dumped.
for two weeks before packing up some of
his properties, even though his rent was not
yet due. My heart really skipped countless
times as i helped him pack his things,
which i did out of loyalty and not because i
wanted him to leave.
“Why are you leaving so soon, how about
your clearance?” i had asked, while he just
smiled as he held me.
“Don’t worry dear, they have all been taken
care of and i’m just leaving because i don’t
want to waste any time in preparing the
road for our future” he replied sweetly,
while i stared at him with a fast beating
heart which was filled with love.
“I’m very scared” i said to him, while he
smiled before kissing me passionately.
“You have nothing to fear princess, i can
never forget your beauty nor the love we
share together, just trust me, infact i should
really be the one to be scared, because you
are too beautiful to be left alone” i heard
him say, while i blushed, because his sweet
words were really too much for my
inexperienced little brain-washed head, and
his lips rested on mine again.
He had control over me again at that point,
that i was just a toy in his hands and even
when we quarreled i forgave him easily
even when i swore not to.
As we made love once again, i really didn’t
know that it was a goodbye gift from him,
all i did was just to enjoy every bit of it
without knowing that i was being dumped.
-To be Continued-
